urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masked_geisha i'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands and if i'll bleed, i'll bleed...you don't care 2003-12-21T06:47:46Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masked_geisha:3827 2003-12-21T06:47:46Z 2003-12-21T06:47:46Z none *SOBS*<br /><br />I WANT TO GO HOME.<br /><br />I can't stand another day in this hell.<br /><br />*heaves shoulders* My constant comfort is just blogging in this lj mindlessly and the occasional text from either Kiel or Harry.<br /><br />My life is WORTHLESS.<br /><br />No ONE loves me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masked_geisha:2332 2003-12-16T11:19:08Z 2003-12-16T11:19:08Z I can totally relate to this song...it's like, what I'm feeling right now...<br /><br /><font size="3"><b>Will You</b></font><br /><br />See you sittin' next to the window in the bedroom<br />She breaks down - breaks down<br />Crying over something and starin' into nothin'<br />Afraid now - hate now<br />Wanting, needing, haunting, it's killing me<br />Faking what has happened to live the life like that man<br />I'll break down - It's fake now<br /><br />Will you, Will you love me tomorrow?<br />So Will You, Will you stay with me today?<br /><br />Fade in and out of reason to fight the way she's feelin'<br />She breaks down - breaks down<br />Going through the motions and holding onto hopes<br />and her dreams now - somehow<br />Shakin, mistaken, forsaken, it's killing me.<br />Wishing you could change, but he's always been this way<br />If you leave now - I'll drown....<br /><br />I JUST WANNA FEEL.....BUT YOU CAN MAKE ME FEEL...WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masked_geisha:1267 2003-12-16T03:15:22Z 2003-12-16T03:15:22Z I GOT AN ICON!!!! WAAHOOO!!!!!!!!! *dances around the room*<br /><br />I am forever indebted to <a href="http://livejournal.com/users/razorxsmile" target="_blank">razorxsmile</a> for them!!!! *kisses* YOU RULE GIRL! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masked_geisha:620 2003-12-16T02:38:01Z 2003-12-16T03:02:48Z Stars - T.A.T.U. This is my first ever blog, so don't expect anything <b>private</b> or anything to be posted up here for the first time. I'm really not in the mood to blog right now, since I'm feeling hella dizzy...so, next time, probably.<br /><br />Next time I'll put up this list thing of my most treasured friends. That'll probably be a public entry, but that's the last one that I'll make public, I think.<br /><br />Please keep in mind that is a <b><font size="3">PRIVATE</b></font> blog and that almost everything I say here are for <i>MY</i> eyes only. If you want to be added as a friend, then you might as well just piss off, cuz you're just completely wasting your time. Even if you're a really, really close offline friend of mine.<br /><br />I'm sorry, but I only spill my deepest here. No one must know what my secrets are.<br /><br />One last thing:<br /><br />If you want a more publicized, happier version of this blog then feel free to visit my site <a href="http://d0e-eyed.entrusting.net" target="_blank">here</a>!