| i am a woman who emptied her tears...many moons ago.... |
[Dec. 21st, 2003|02:07 pm] |
| [ | Feeling: |
| |  melancholy | ] |
| [ | Jamming To: |
| | none | ] |
*SOBS*
I WANT TO GO HOME.
I can't stand another day in this hell.
*heaves shoulders* My constant comfort is just blogging in this lj mindlessly and the occasional text from either Kiel or Harry.
My life is WORTHLESS.
No ONE loves me. |
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| messed up. my life is just one big mess that i can never arrange. |
[Dec. 16th, 2003|07:28 pm] |
| [ | Feeling: |
| | sad | ] |
I can totally relate to this song...it's like, what I'm feeling right now...
Will You
See you sittin' next to the window in the bedroom
She breaks down - breaks down
Crying over something and starin' into nothin'
Afraid now - hate now
Wanting, needing, haunting, it's killing me
Faking what has happened to live the life like that man
I'll break down - It's fake now
Will you, Will you love me tomorrow?
So Will You, Will you stay with me today?
Fade in and out of reason to fight the way she's feelin'
She breaks down - breaks down
Going through the motions and holding onto hopes
and her dreams now - somehow
Shakin, mistaken, forsaken, it's killing me.
Wishing you could change, but he's always been this way
If you leave now - I'll drown....
I JUST WANNA FEEL.....BUT YOU CAN MAKE ME FEEL...WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE? |
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| ICONS!!!!!!! *dies* |
[Dec. 16th, 2003|11:25 am] |
| [ | Feeling: |
| |  bouncy | ] |
I GOT AN ICON!!!! WAAHOOO!!!!!!!!! *dances around the room*
I am forever indebted to razorxsmile for them!!!! *kisses* YOU RULE GIRL! |
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| Misunderstandings |
[Dec. 16th, 2003|10:42 am] |
| [ | Feeling: |
| |  nauseated | ] |
| [ | Jamming To: |
| | Stars - T.A.T.U. | ] |
This is my first ever blog, so don't expect anything private or anything to be posted up here for the first time. I'm really not in the mood to blog right now, since I'm feeling hella dizzy...so, next time, probably.
Next time I'll put up this list thing of my most treasured friends. That'll probably be a public entry, but that's the last one that I'll make public, I think.
Please keep in mind that is a PRIVATE blog and that almost everything I say here are for MY eyes only. If you want to be added as a friend, then you might as well just piss off, cuz you're just completely wasting your time. Even if you're a really, really close offline friend of mine.
I'm sorry, but I only spill my deepest here. No one must know what my secrets are.
One last thing:
If you want a more publicized, happier version of this blog then feel free to visit my site here! |
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